tanyeekhim

mood: rejuvenated

Hello!!
Heheh.... Exam over:)
It ws like finally:)
I recently like to post things haha
Like to type alot coz dunno what to do when using computer and plus my youtube and everything very lag,sian
One more thing is LiveJournal have all those cute cute de mood ,haha

mood: exhausted

This days doesn't really goes well
Erm..Some problems are really difficult to solve
I dunno if it really our fault but sometimes somehow it your fault too
Just dunno what is going on...
Holidays are boring,do not know what to do when i woke up in the morning
Just dunno where to go,what to do
And it like no life
I seriously wanting to give up hope sometimes,seriously
Sometimes,something will be lost when you realised,do you know?
You can just say out all the wrongs and mistakes
Sometimes it really will be too late when a person knows it mistake,seriously
We are all trying very hard but you dun really seem to know
But now i'm reluctant for everything,i was really quite pissed off 
When i saw yuo the other day,i really dun wish to care you
You wrote that that person was that good and dun care about our feeling,so are we seriously your good friends,are we?
I dunno and this is not the first time,whenever you have troubles,you did not come to us first
We are your best friends and that what you said but you turned to others rather than us
It feels really sucks you know and this thing repeated as a cycle
The first one,second,third,whenever someone comes in our group you would go to with them when you're unhappy
We are just like somebody that is just your normal friends tha your good friends or eve your best friends
You alway said that we took your for granted but why dun you stand in our shoes
For me in the past time i dun really message my friends unless necessary but now because of you,i started a little
Somehow there must be a person who always made the first move,isn't it me and she was like not that kind of person that will msg friends after a whole day playing together
I dun really used to it but if i did not do that i afraid that you will think too much
And you said that we dun appreciate you,do you really think that...
So that what you think so do you appreciate us or do you ever took us for granted,do you realised it
You dun really realised it yourself,right
We keep talking to you but you keep hiding things from us,we really tried but have you try to talk to us without hiding
We asked you what happened because we worried about you but you keeping saying no worries"
You're just not keen to tell us anything
You also thank people who cared for you uh
So how did they care for you?
Can you ask them to teach me?
I really dunno what to do to talk to you,i also dunno how to face you...
What we can do is to talk to you but when we made the first move to talk to you,you just straight away end our conversation by saying that you're alright
That's not the answer we want
We want is the voice that you really wanted to voiced out
If you keep keeping it the problems will not be solved
And did you know it the same problem again and again and everytime you find others rather than us
So does this mean you took us for granted
If it really our wrong just tell us we would not be that petty and dun runaway from the problem
This already been here for months and everytime it happens you will find different people so this is way we been appreciated?
One more thing what you cooked we really appreciated but sometime you have to take negative points
We cannot just tell you the food is nice but is actually not that nice...and i dun really think so this is the way to appreciate,isn't it
That all i can say i didn't hide anything and i wished you could do it so...

mood: cynical

Hahaha this is my first entry in live journal,the smiley faces are very cute haaha
I created this also because of the funny faces,hahaha